贵阳水立方洗浴中心《13208511926》微信同步，At the other end of the phone, you say, you're engaged. I said, congratulations. Yes, I said congratulations, but the tears filled in an instant.
I have never thought of marrying you, but I have never thought that someone else will marry you. I just hope that you and I have always been so static. However, you said, you are engaged.
All of a sudden, half of my heart was missing.
Two years, from our breakup to now, I know that I am still in your heart, such as you, also in my heart. You are always the most secret memory in my heart, and, not a part, but all. These, even if you, my dearest person, do not know.
You said, you want to see me. You also said, as long as I still like you, you can not be engaged, we can come again. But is it possible? Two years ago, I could easily fade out of your world. Today, two years later, I will not go back to destroy everything you have now. I can only tell you that we don't have to meet. In fact, I was afraid that I would cry out when I saw you. It was embarrassing. I also said, everything will be OK, bless you.
I know. I can only say that.
In this world, a person can't survive by kindness and love alone. You and I are no exception. I knew that for a long time.
So can only, bless you.
I started to keep a diary again. In fact, since I left you two years ago, I hardly keep a diary. No tears, no sweetness, no you, such a day, can only be a substantial blank. But now, I began to write, write, write.
I don't know, what can't stop is pen or memory.
Every day, every time, every time, I think, I can't keep looking for you. But day by day the days passed by. I sleep in, read novels, draw, surf the Internet, watch TV, and, in a daze.
There is nothing wrong with such a day. It's just that every painting is incomplete. When I chat on the Internet, I can speak incoherently. It seems that I am absent-minded in what I do.
The ten point TV series of Phoenix TV's Chinese station is my favorite Korean idol drama. It just finished a bubble love. In the past two days, it was Yanzhu who had leukemia. Mingxiu tried so hard and humiliated to raise medical expenses for her. However, Yanzhu was still cured.
"I thought I would not fall in love, nor fall in love with anyone. I thought that love was something that crazy people do. As a result, I fell in love with you crazily..."
Yes, so love, so pain, so powerless, so desperate. I think it is very happy to be loved by a person so hard. But I know that you and I don't have the courage. After all, we are not people in the TV series. An zaixu and Jin Xishan are golden children and jade girls. We are nothing.
In the face of reality, I am just a cowardly child. Two years ago and two years later, it's the same. So, please forgive me for letting you go again.
Other people's love is hopeless in the insistence, so I shed tears for it. For your love, because there is no hope, can only give up. You and I, after all, are just a pair of mortals.
Fortune has arranged you and me too poorly. I want to be infatuated with you at all costs, but the fate of the sky has been raining. I can only comfort myself with fate, even if fate is a liar, always let me return the previous life and bear the afterlife.
Yes, we can live well in the future. Your marriage can give you the job you want, and I don't have to worry about you. This is the perfect ending. Anyway, we are not meant to be together.
In fact, I am so grateful that I have no right to decide your future. Because now you, whether free or exclusive to someone, are not mine. In the past, I always felt that we were perfect when we were together, so I went to fight for it. Now, I know that I can consider some practical problems for you, so I can't help but hope. Maybe, I really love you.
Really, just think of you calling me to decide whether you are engaged or not. I'm so grateful. Even though, this gratitude is behind the unspeakable, incurable heartache. This, you, I still love you, can not understand.
In this cool late summer, my love came back. I heard a knock at the door. However, the reality is burning the dream cruelly. I can only hide in fate waiting for autumn, but can not answer the door.
I'd like to thank you for accompanying me through that road and let me know a lot about